'Why? Because it matters to me that you're alright. Or as alright as you can be given the s given what's going on. It sounds like you have a hard time in general and now things have gotten really shitty and since I care about you, your wellbeing is important to me and I want to try and make this as least shitty for you as possible. ...And I'll admit that telling you what I do might not have been the best start, sorry.'